Beginnings are not endings

“I was born a slave … I am not sure of the exact place or exact date … My life had its beginning during the most miserable, desolate and discouraging surroundings.”


Booker T. Washington* described his start in life as such: “I was born a slave … I am not sure of the exact place or exact date … My life had its beginning during the most miserable, desolate and discouraging surroundings.” I have known personally many people in my life time who start life in difficult and incredibly ‘unfair’ circumstances. Rejecting parents of one child over another and ignored by parents who are involved in an addiction. Then there are those born with crippling and debilitating diseases. Or in the prime of their life are struck down as paraplegics. [Joni Erickson-Todda] There is absent parent[s] who are in prison or too sick to care for them. In today’s chaotic culture, many grow up in families surrounded by family who are murderers, child abusers and con-artists. Some grow up in or are sold into a type of slavery like sex-trafficking, even here in the US.

Consider Joseph, who is held up as a hero of the Bible. Jacob, his father, grew up as conniving and treacherous man. He took advantage of his father’s blindness and stole his older brother’s inheritance. Jacob’s father-in-law Laban cheated him several times with livestock and marriages.

Jacob’s sons took after their father. Joseph who was the 11th son born, was the youngest. Jacob played favorites with his sons. He was not shy about showing favoritism toward one child over other ten brothers. He did this in different ways: Jacob gave more affection, more privileges and less discipline to Joseph who was his favorite. Is it any wonder that this created animosity and jealousy among the other 10 older? One day when Joseph was a young man they saw an opportunity to be rid of him. They sold Joseph into slavery to some Egyptians slave traders. To cover their crime, they created an elaborate story, complete with hard evidence, to convince their father of Joseph’s unfortunate demise by a wild animal attack.

Joseph, the favored son with the nicest clothes, started life as a loved and cherished son. Suddenly he finds himself in a foreign country as a slave among foreign gods. But did he focus on yesterday? No. Let me say this, I believe that there is only one reality, today. Yesterday and tomorrow are not reachable. I cannot change the past or the future therefore, they are not in my realm of reality. All I can change is what is in front of me at this moment.

Back to Joseph. He remained faithful to his God and the Bible says “The Lord was with Joseph…” [Genesis 39:2] That is a game-changer in any circumstance. What changes, if I choose to believe God, is my attitude. Jesus levels the playing field. He is the only One who can change tomorrow. Someone said that “People go through life looking at the wrongs people do to us in the yesterdays.” How sad. They fail to see that “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.” [Hebrews 13:8 ESV] We may not escape the circumstance we are born into or the circumstances thrown at us either by whim or design or our ignorance or stupidity. The good news is that “if God is for us, who can be against us?” [Romans 8:31 NIV]. When everything is all said and done, if God is in us then it does not matter who is against us! Beginnings are not endings!

There is a principle …

“If you always do what you have always done, you will always get what you have always gotten.”

There is a principle that states: “If you always do what you have always done, you will always get what you have always gotten.” Maybe you have heard this before. We live in a chaotic world with regular mass shootings, police brutality, countries rattling swords and other countries, and world-wide bigotry. There is no peace. Purpose for living seems allusive. And that seems to be the very theme I encounter in ministering to others. People young and old are searching for purpose and peace. And there seems to be no end to the different avenues people take trying to obtain what they want.

Just recently a young [30ish] Christian man [I’ll call him Joe] contacted me wanting help. His complaint was that he was under spiritual attack and depressed. I knew Joe was part of a ministry in the church we both attend. I asked him what he tried to do about it and he said that he would go and have the prayer team pray over him and that seemed to help, and he would feel better for a while. But then it would start all over again. The other thing Joe said he was doing was spending time with friends into wee hours of the morning talking and talking, trying to understand why this was happening. I asked him how that helped, and he could not answer me.


We set up a day to meet at a local coffee shop and he picked 8AM as the time. 8AM came and went and finally at 8:15 I called him. No answer. Then about five minutes later Joe called me, profusely apologizing and said he would be there in 20 minutes if I could wait. I did. He said he slept through his alarm because he had been out with friends talking till two or three in the morning. We set up second meeting and the same thing happened and no meeting. I tried one more time with the same outcome; same reasons and no meeting.

Later that week I sent him a text with this question: “Are you allowing God’s enemy to rob you of the very things you desire?” Then I shared this verse: “Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a worker who has no need to be ashamed, rightly handling the word of truth.” [2 Timothy 2:15 ESV] Then I asked him if he was spending any time in the Word daily. He said he did not really have time.

We talked about “not having time” to spend time with Jesus. We have time for other important and not so important things. I shared with him that there was only one primary source for understanding how to live as Christ-follower. Sure, friends are important, but they are a secondary resource.

The one mistake that young Christians make is not understanding the concept of discipleship. Listen to this Olympic Champion Eric Lindell: “You will know as much of God, and only as much of God, as you are willing to put into practice.” Guess what? Becoming like Jesus can only happen with practice and listening directly to God as the primary source. “Let us therefore strive to enter that rest, so that no one may fall by the same sort of disobedience. For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart.” [Hebrews 4:11-12 ESV]

So “Joe” … if you want to get out of the crazily repeating cycles in your life, you might want to change what you are doing. Just a thought …

USS Midway History

I have the privilage of volunteering in the midst of living history. This year the USS Midway turns 75 years old and the ol’ gal is still in pretty good shape. Come on by if you are in the San Diego area and check us out. Check out TripAdvisor to see what they say about us. 


The USS Midway was the longest-serving aircraft carrier in the 20th century. Named after the climactic Battle of Midway of June 1942, Midway was built in only 17 months, but missed World War II by one week when commissioned on September 10, 1945. Midway was the first in a three-ship class of large carriers that featured an armored flight deck and a powerful air group of 120 planes.

From the beginning of its service, the Midway played key roles in the Cold War. In 1946 it became the first American carrier to operate in the midwinter sub-Arctic, developing new flight deck procedures. The following year Midway became the only ship to launch a captured German V-2 rocket. The trial’s success became the dawn of naval missile warfare. Just two years after that, Midway sent a large patrol plane aloft to demonstrate that atomic bombs could be delivered by a carrier.

Midway served with the Atlantic Fleet for ten years, making seven deployments to European waters, patrolling “the soft underbelly” of NATO. A round-the-world cruise took Midway to the west coast in 1955, where it was rebuilt with an angled deck to improve jet operations.

Midway’s first combat deployment came in 1965 flying strikes against North Vietnam. Midway aircraft shot down three MiG’s, including the first air kill of the war. However, 17 Midway aircraft were lost to enemy fire during this cruise. In 1966 Midway was decommissioned for a four-year overhaul.

Over a chaotic two-day period during the fall of Saigon in April 1975, Midway was a floating base for large Air Force helicopters which evacuated more than 3,000 desperate refugees during Operation Frequent Wind.

As potential threats to the Arabian oil supply grew, and to relieve strain on U. S.-based carriers, Midway transferred to Yokosuka, Japan, making it the first American carrier home ported abroad.

In 1990 Midway deployed to the Arabian Gulf in response to the Iraqi seizure of Kuwait. In the ensuing Operation Desert Storm, Midway served as the flagship for naval air forces in the Gulf and launched more than 3,000 combat missions with no losses. Its final mission was the evacuation of civilian personnel from Clark Air Force Base in the Philippines after the20th century’s largest eruption of nearby Mount Pinatubo.

On April 11, 1992 the Midway was decommissioned in San Diego and remained in storage in Bremerton, Washington until 2003 when it was donated to the 501(c)3 nonprofit San Diego Aircraft Carrier Museum organization. It opened as the USS Midway Museum in June 2004.

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KEY DATES in USS Midway History

1946       Operation Frostbite: First Carrier to operate extensively in the sub-Arctic

1947       Operation Sandy: The only successful launch of a German V-2 rocket from a ship, the dawn of naval missile warfare.

1963       First successful landing using “Hands Off” auto-pilot technology.

1965       Midway pilots shoot down first MiG of the Vietnam War.

1973       Midway pilots shoot down last MiG of the Vietnam War.

1973       First aircraft carrier home-ported in a foreign country: Yokosuka, Japan,

1975       Leads the evacuation of Saigon; rescues 3,073 refugees in two days.

1991       Flagship of Persian Gulf air operations in Operation Desert Storm.

1991       Rescues 1,800 Americans fleeing Mt. Pinatubo eruption.

1992       Decommissioned in San Diego, California.

2004       Opens as the USS Midway Museum in San Diego.

2010       Surpasses 5 million visitors since opening.

2012       First Navy ship museum to host 1 million visitors annually.

Not always will it be so …

I was up really early this morning with Kathe. After breakfast, I sat down and continued my reading through Exodus. This morning I find myself at Exodus 15. Thinking about the previous events that God orchestrated, I decided to write my own poem based on Moses’ poem. It really is about gratitude. It was fun doing and helped me to remember that God is sovereign no matter what appears to be going on around me. I thought I would share it with you. I am not a poet … never tried this before. But maybe God will speak to you as you reflect on His work in your life … Enjoy.   

I will sing to the LORD,
For he has triumphed;
As in the days of Moses,
The horse and his rider He has thrown into the sea.
The Jesus is my strength and my song,
And He has become my salvation;
You have not left me as an orphan.
This is my God, and I will praise Him,
Jesus is a man of war; the LORD is his name.
Remember the fate of Pharaoh’s chariots and his army drowned in the sea,
And his chosen officers were lost in the Red Sea.
They went down into the depths like a stone.
Your right hand, O LORD, glorious in power,
Your right hand, O LORD, shatters the enemy.
In the greatness of Your majesty you overthrow Your adversaries;
You send out Your fury; it consumes them like dry hay.
At the blast of your nostrils the waters piled up;
The floods stood up in a heap; the deeps congealed in the heart of the sea.
Fear not, stand firm, and see the work of the LORD,
For the ‘Egyptians’ whom you see today, you shall never see again.
The enemy says, ‘I will pursue, I will overtake,
I will divide the spoil, my desire shall have its fill of them.
I will draw my sword; my hand shall destroy them.’
But by Your hand they sank like lead in the mighty waters.
Who is like you, O LORD, among the gods?
Who is like you, majestic in holiness,
Who is like You, inviting us personally
To live with You and You will be living in us.
You lead today by Your steadfast love
The people whom You have redeemed;
You guide us by Your strength to Your holy abode.
You are bringing us in to Your mountain
We tremble at the daily news
Pangs of fear and unrest grip our hearts
Until we stop and be still
Jesus is preparing a place for us in His Father’s house.
Not always will it be so …
Terror and dread will fall on Your enemies
They will become still as a stone
As the people You have purchased pass by.
Peace I leave with you;
my peace I give to you, certainly not as the world gives
Let not your hearts be troubled or be afraid.
The LORD will reign forever and ever.
Sing to the LORD,
Yet a little while and the world will see me no more,
But you will see Me.
Because I live, you also will live.


There are two ways we can look during life’s journey. Look up and see the stars. Look down and see mud. We can look up in hope. We can look down in dispare. We can look up and do what Epicurus counseled: “Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for.” We only live once on this earth. Why waste time looking at the depressing mud in life. Look up because your Redeemer is close.

What are you seeking?

Those who know your name will trust in you, for you, Lord, have never forsaken those who seek you. 
—Psalm 9:10In my experience the keyword is “seek.” I think seeking, the action of seeking after God, is a discipline. Our hearts are so prone to wandering and getting out of alignment with God’s purpose. And the more we get out of alignment, the more we miss out on God’s love for us and the more we feel like we’re alone in the world. 
But guess what? When I find myself feeling like that it’s I who have moved away, not God. As I look back on my experiences in trying to follow God, I find that when I feel forsaken and abandoned is when I’m assuming that God is just going to pamper me and give me whatever I want whenever I want it. And when he doesn’t, I throw a little tantrum and go off and sulk spiritually. “Seek FIRST me” counseled Jesus, “and every thing else will be added that you need.” (Mt 6:33)


“My dear children, I write this to you so that you will not sin. But if anybody does sin, we have an advocate with the Father—Jesus Christ, the Righteous One.”‭‭1 John‬ ‭2:1‬ ‭NIV‬‬

We naturally view God like the hanging judge in the old Wild West. He has itchy fingers for bring the mallet down to wield the death sentence in swift justice. We live our lives sequestered squirming under the harsh glare of guilt and desperately try to weasel out of our responsibility or blatantly deny the charges, invoking our right in our arrogance to defend our selves in God’s court room. As our life unfolds, we find a death sentence hanging over it. God keeps asking us if we want a public defender. He is sitting in the crowd, an advocate of impeccable record, having never lost a case in over 2000 years. All we have to do is admit we are guilty and unable to mount a sustainable defense, asking for help. The Advocate will run to immediately join us, bringing with him the best Counselor known. A few words are exchanged between the Supreme Judge and our new Advocate. Our case is adjudicated and “forgiven” is stamped on our file in blood red letters, permanently sealing it for eternity. We are able to walk out of the Judgement Hall a free person with access to the Counselor who helps us live a God-pleasing life, never to be under the death sentence again.

Wisdom vs. Knowledge

Every so often I find it instructive to pause in QT and consider the world (solar system for ancient writers) that God has created for us. Where we live in the ‘heavens’ is just a microcosm of His creation. Within our limited realm, the big picture is unfathomable. This morning I was thinking about what we know, what we know we do not know, and what we do not know that we do not know. And it too [what we do not know that we do not know] is unfathomable.
Psa 19:1-2  “The heavens declare the glory of God, and the sky above proclaims His handiwork. Day to day pours out speech, and night to night reveals knowledge.” Knowledge does not just appear in our brain. It has to sought after. It has to be dug out like gold-infused ore from the earth. But ore in of itself is just ore. It is ugly and gives little hint that there is something precious buried inside, unless you are searching and know what to look for. Knowledge is like ore, it is raw data that is unrefined. Knowledge is just some information that may or may not be real. Knowledge really has no value until it is tested with fire and pressure. Knowledge under pressure is where experience is born and that is the start of wisdom.
God has put knowledge at our fingertips. Look at the ‘heavens.’ We can see both our solar system and the an unfathomable universe beyond. They “declare the glory of God …” Wisdom comes from how I look at the heavens or anything else that God has created. Do I see a multitude of stars that just randomly happened? Or do I use my mind to test that knowledge of what I see? Am I willing to seek honestly for the end product of knowledge – wisdom. That takes the hard process of burning off the dross [read: letting go of some knowledge that is proven false]. Wisdom is looking at the the heavens and seeing it not as a bunch of stars created by chance. Wisdom is looking at the heavens and seeing the glory of God revealed in His handiwork. We are part of His handiwork and His wisdom is being revealed in us as we allow God to test our knowledge. Under His tutelage, our experience and knowledge become wisdom that reveals His glory in the world [including all people] around us.


Jesus was all about restoration. Doctor Luke tells us about the condition of a woman who needed physical restoration. “… a woman was there who had been crippled by a spirit for eighteen years. She was bent over and could not straighten up at all.”

How much of the ills of today are the cause of “spirits?” In this journey of faith there is always the opportunity for that voice in my head to say something like ‘You are weak’ or ‘You are not good enough.’ We have been given the ability to make choices by our Creator. We have the God-ordained ability to choose between right and wrong, between truth and lies; whether to seek truth or deception. However, those choices, can open the door for “spirits” to invade our thinking and impact our physical welfare. God has permitted us to choose evil. Those choices if made outside of God’s intention for us, can allow demons to act on and in our physical bodies. Think about it. If it happened in Jesus’ day, what prevents that from happening today. Unaccountable or inexplicable mental disorders … are they still coming from the same source?

We have the ability to make choices that enslave us. The results of our choices made from our own independence and arrogance will lead to slavery of addictions and deep seated irrational fears. There is hope. But we have to look in the right place. Our own counsel will entrap us. God wants desperately for us to be free but He will not violate our independence. The Apostle Paul counseled the Roman Christ-followers in Roman that: The Spirit you received does not make you slaves, so that you live in fear again; rather, the Spirit you received brought about your adoption to son ship. And by him we cry, “Abba, Father.” [Romans 8:15] Freedom of all kinds is what God has intended for us since His creation started.

What happened to the woman was there who had been crippled by a spirit for eighteen years? Doctor Luke tells us that Jesus: “Then he put his hands on her, and immediately she straightened up and praised God.” In order for me to implement change in another, I need to be like Jesus. I need to be consecrated, aligned and rejoicing in the partnership that I am privileged to have with Jesus. That is the faith part. If I am a prince of the Most High, if I am part of the Royal Priesthood, then I need to speak with authority that my position requires. Be prepared because people will push back. The starting place for an authoritative prayer is the prayer Jesus taught prayed over another. Faith keeps asking: “Why not today?”


In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
This Cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm
What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My Comforter, my All in All
Here in the love of Christ I stand

In Christ alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
‘Til on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave He rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin’s curse has lost its grip on me
For I am His and He is mine
Bought with the precious blood of Christ

No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life’s first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
Till He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I’ll stand


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As it is …

“The essence of healing prayer is to bring the presence of Jesus into the afflicted places, for we are restored through union with him.”

I am asking myself this question: what is the purpose of prayer? Ed Noble, the senior pastor of the church I attend defines prayer this way: “The essence of healing prayer is to bring the presence of Jesus into the afflicted places, for we are restored through union with him.” It seems important that God wants us to move forward in our ability to communicate with Him. If that is a correct definition, then I need to take my prayers to the next level and learn how things work in God’s kingdom in this critical area.  

 Restoration, peace and healing are possible and that’s one HUGE reason I want to pray!  Restoration is what God is all about as His “kingdom comes and His will is done on earth as it is in heaven.”  I find myself in need of inner healing, physical healing and warfare healing. It is when I get out of my egocentricity and ask God “what’s going on here?” that I participate with God in what He wants to do. That is when I contend for freedom of all kinds because that is God’s will for all of us.

In the very beginning of human history, God creates man in a perfect environment—the earth, where in the start of time, the kingdom of God reigns.  Man chooses to rebel against Him.  We have handed our lives, the earth and the history of the human race over to the evil one.  This earth is now in the Genesis 3 domain of the evil one and we and our world are broken.  All our misery flows from this brokenness and/or the direct influence of the evil forces to whom we gave our authority. But God intervened. He sent His Son to redeem us and restore us.  He is bringing His kingdom back to earth where His will is done here “as it is in heaven.”  He invites us to participate with Him.  We find ourselves in the middle of an epic war for the human race and the planet as we partner with Jesus in the battle for the restoration of His kingdom on earth. 

Here is Doctor Luke’s account of one such restoration. “And He was doing some teaching in one of the synagogues on the Sabbath day. And behold. A woman had a spirit that caused an infirmity eighteen years and was completely bent together by a curvature of the spine, and was not able to raise herself up at all. And having seen her, Jesus called her and said to her, Woman, you have been released from your infirmity, and the cure is permanent. And He placed His hands on her. And immediately she was restored to an erect position. And she glorified God. But the ruler of the synagogue answering, being indignant that on the Sabbath Jesus had healed, was saying to the crowd, Six days there are during which it is right and proper to accomplish things. In them therefore you should come and be healed, and not on the day of the Sabbath. But the Lord answered him and said, Actors on the stage of life, playing the role of that which you are not, does not each one of you on the Sabbath release his ox or his donkey from the feeding-trough and lead it off to give it a drink? And this woman, being a daughter of Abraham, whom Satan bound, just think of it, eighteen years, was it not a necessity in the nature of the case that she be released from this binding restriction on the Sabbath? And while He was saying these things, all those who had opposed Him blushed for shame. And the entire crowd went to rejoicing because of all the glorious things which were being done by Him. [Luke 13:10-17 WUEST]

The ‘religious right’ demonstrate by their suggestion that things that were not in line with the kingdom of God.  Jesus did things here on earth as they are in heaven. They argued about the point of law regarding when work should be done. But the Sabbath was the only time that Jesus went into the temple. So how could the woman obtain healing from Jesus other than on the Sabbath? Sadly, the synagogue official was doing what came natural … protecting the synagogue … the same way that mis-guided Christians do today with the church. We get so wrapped up in protocol that we miss the opportunities that are there where the Spirit of Jesus can minister.

Jesus was more interested in restoring people than in following some protocol that superseded God’s intention of bringing healing through His Son Jesus. Jesus spoke to the woman who was probably shunned due to her affliction. Many would be following the cultural myth that she was in that condition due to some sin on her part. Jesus broke the protocol of men in the synagogue to do the will of God. The will of the Father is not in the rules and regulations set up by men but in the ability to listen to God and then go and do what He says. The enemy of God wants us to focus on protocol so that we miss what God is setting in front of us to do in bringing the kingdom of God to those in desperate need of healing.  Since Jesus knew the cultural norm for working on Sabbath [‘Sunday’] I have to ask myself why do you suppose Jesus didn’t wait until the end of Sabbath to heal this woman? Looking at His ministry, Jesus did things not out of convenience but from God’s time table. Jesus was demonstrating this principle so that all would see the hypocrisy of this synagogue rule and bring focus to where the real issue lays. 

As I have read and studied the Scriptures, the story of Gideon reflects where the presence of Jesus restored and healed someone wounded or broken.  Gideon’s story is powerful because Jesus spoke to his fear without speaking to it directly. “Greetings mighty warrior!” That spoken to a man hiding in a wine vat quietly winnowing out wheat so that the enemies would not hear or see him. He was not the image of a warrior. Possibly the first question he asked of himself was “What’s going on here?” We need to be asking God the same question. However, we need to be expecting an answer. And we need to be open to hearing the truth about ourselves. Sometimes when I ask that question I get pushback. The enemy will whisper things like: “This is such a ridiculous question.” Or: “Why would God speak to you?” Or: “You’re not worthy.” 

If we are to participate with God in healing then we need to be declaring that Jesus paid a price for us and that our whole self belongs to God. I think that all to often we have made agreements in our hearts that contradict the truth about God and His kingdom? For example: “I’m always going to be sick.” Or: “I’m always going to be depressed.” Or: “God doesn’t do things like this for me.” Or: “God doesn’t care about this particular problem.”

Maybe it is time for you to invoke the presence and life of the kingdom of God. Maybe it is time for you to pray earnestly first “Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done HERE and NOW.” Write out this model prayer that Jesus left with us in your own words. Remind yourself that God’s will is to bring you freedom.

Comments? I would love to hear them!